~ everybody hurts

so fucking sick of everything.
bitches and school are my worst enemy.
i just want to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.
everything is making me sad right now and i don’t know how to handle it.
even though i kinda want to go to school by myself.. when my sister graduates this year, i honestly think it will be the saddest moment of my life. she is leaving me.. leaving me behind at a school for good. no more.. “oh i’ll see you in high school jen!” .. it’s all gunna be over. when she’s gone, i don’t know how i will be able to keep aiming for good grades. i mean i’m already slipping.. how in the fuck will i do it without her? and plus my boyfriend is graduating.. wtf am i supposed to do? see? not one thing is okay with this picture.
i want to just run away.
i need a journal.